Friends often tell me to stop complaining about life. Stop thinking too much. Just enjoy the moment. But once in a while this feelings keep on coming. I know how hard life is. I know a lot of people would give up everything to be in my position (don't mean to sound boastful, but I have seen a lot of unemployed hoping to be a part of this company). I had been wearing uniform from the day I started schooling up to now that I am working. Some days I do waking up hating "uniforms". Sometimes, I do go to work just because I have to. I had been doing the same thing over and over again. The salary is still the same. The system is still the same. But then I do not want to go back in Manila. Tsk. There are so many questions left unanswered. So many things I cannot understand. I see myself as a robot. Need to wake up early. Go to work. Have lunch. Go home in the evening. Go in the mall on weekends. I look at my colleagues and some times I do envy them. How contented they are with their lives, but sometimes I wonder too if they do have other dreams? How can they be completely happy in this place? Do I just need a break? Or I am really tired with the situation? In just a few days I will go on mini vacation. Hopefully I'll find some answers too..
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